it is not easy being a leader

today i am going to tell you a true story why i decided to be a lead orientation for my sch and join this cca in my current sch now .it is very simple is from last yr nov after my o levels me and my group of frens joining this camp call tprawks which is fun like hell and still missing the old days with my tprawks friends.i miss those hyper days  i  should be applying when i lead orientation for my juniors during next year. supposedly  is my dream sch  end up my shitty results i end up in ite which is i should not end up to but hopefully 2 yrs later i hope i can join this sch and join as their ol or instead any other polys i will still choose this cca.next reason is a person whereby both of us had a crush on each other and somehow we are not lovers.he influence me simply because of a name tag he hangs around on his bag and told me this he got  his own  aims and objectives joining this kind of camp so he somehow touches me and makes me wanna join leadership in a sense.if times still rewinds  back, i still prefer remaining friends with him which is currently i lose contact with him and now is like we are leading our own lives now.anyway this bridge leader cca now is that i really wish to make lots of juniors which is i am goin lead them next year my 1st attempt  i am going to make them hyper,cooperate,saw them make own their own friends hope they can understand the games we did and plan is really wish to make them feel warm and bonded with their fellow classmates that is my only wish and aims i am gonna fufill with.